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the day is gettin' closer...

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yap, final exam is gettin' closer. 37 days to go .. i have done 3 time of tryout in my school. and i've just finished my last semester test in high school. so damn tired. but its not over. on monday, i will face my UAS. full week. then, after that. here we go, UN. i just want to : scream. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!! stressed out. i need HOLIDAY . goodnight. God bless

10 November 2011

hari ini, hari pahlawan. tepat pukul 09.00, anjing goldenku yang masih berumur 5 bulan telah dipanggil Yang Maha Kuasa. pada akhirnya dia harus mati karena virus yang hinggap di tubuhnya dan memakan habis darah2nya. aku mengetahui kabar itu disaat aku akan tampil speaking, dengan berusaha keras aku menahan tangisanku selama penampilan. hingga semua usai, aku kembali ke bangkuku dan disitulah aku mengeluarkan seluruh tangisanku. rasa sedih, kesal, menyesal, kehilangan, semuanya. aku sedih karena tidak bisa menjaganya dengan baik. aku menyesal tidak memerhatikannya setiap hari. memberinya makan pun terkadang aku masih males2an dan menyuruh adikku. aku menyalahkan diriku sendiri, tapi aku tersadar tidak berguna berbuat seperti itu. toh, dia sudah tiada. Coco, anjing golden kecilku, yang hiperaktif, suka loncat2, suka berbuat usil, tapi dia sangat lucu. sangat menggemaskan. aku pernah memukulnya karna dia merusak barang rumah. aku menyesal..  Tuhan, kenapa harus sekarang?...

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"THE HAPPIEST PEOPLE DON'T HAVE THE BEST EVERYTHING, THEY JUST MAKE THE BEST OF EVERYTHING"

tonight

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its a loooooooooooooooooooooong time! i never open my blog again. yeah i'm in senior year now. many activities i had to do everydaaaaay . TIRED. yes, of course. i need a long long holiday :'( so, its october. and i just left a great month. september was a wonderful month to me. later, i will write about it.   and tonight. my boy went to clinic.he has FLU. i was so worried about him. but he just said that he's fineeeeeee. annoying. i'm so thanks to her sister that can forced him to go to the clinic. thanks Kak Eka :) get well really soon my D! i forgot my chemistry homework.

my PASKIBRAKA

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i miss my brothersisters in Paskibraka 2010.. i miss gathering together with them. talking, laughing, taking some pict together, and many more. i miss our coach too. dan di lebaran ini, aku berharap bisa ngumpul bareng lagi. seperti tahun lalu. ya Tuhan, pertemukan lagi kami semua.  i love you all guys, forever :') xoxo

God is good♥

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Tuhan Yesus baik. yap! Dia selalu dan selalu baik! tadi pagi sebenernya asli beneran gue bete banget. sangat2222 badmood. pengen rasanya gue marah222 terus manggilin penghuni kebun binatang itu. tapi gue mikir dua kali, buat apa coba gue kaya gitu. percuma juga ga ngebaikin keadaan yg udah ada. jadi, gue mencoba dan berusaha buat bersyukur. susah banget rasanya buat ngeluarin kata “God, thanks for all this..” atau “makasi ya Tuhan, Engkau baik..” namun gue ikhlas dan akhirnya berhasil buat bilang “thanks Lord..” status bbm juga “Tuhan Yesus baik” and emang nyata Tuhan Yesus itu baik banget! satu kalimat yg selalu nguatin aku dlm segala hal “Tuhan Yesus selalu punya rencana yang indah buatku..” just that. and theeeeen, malemnya gue bener2 balik mood deh haha bahagia sekali! and i’m sure, tommorrow will be more happy than today.. i know God has a best plans :’) always give thanks guys! xoxo

my AJS surprise and birthday party

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May 30th, 2011 HAPPY SWEET 17th AJENG JAYANTI SATYADEWI <3 schoolmates, classmates, soulmate, bestfriend.. on Monday night, me and my friend Tiara went to Ajeng 's house. with the other friends too. i think there are ten people came to her house. more than ten people. we gave a surprise party for AJS. we bought a simple cake, and a big present. she blew the candles, and then we put a jar of milk to her body! we add a flour and eggs too. and she's become a cakeeeee -.- ahya! the cake <3 and here we are ;)   and on Saturday, Ajeng celebrate her 17th birthday party            happy birthday my beloved friend, Ajeng may you have a new great life in your new age :*